Day 369

It’s been a year

Since that fated day

When I found my love

As the music played

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It’s been a year

Since I fell in love

And I go one step deeper

As I get close enough

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It’s been a year

Since I’ve been a fool

Through the smiles and tears

Still the love endures

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It’s been a year

And I’m still here

Still patiently waiting

For the love I hold dear

Everything started in December. 

There are times that I look back and wonder how we all got together. We’re completely different but then I realize it’s our differences that keep us one solid bond. 

It never crossed my mind that I would find family in these people but then that just proves that God’s thoughts and ways are always higher and better than ours. 

We fondly dub ourselves as “US Girls”. It may seem stupid and humorous but deep inside is a friendship full of fun, food, and music; a friendship like no other. 

I thank God that He gave me these three people because they became to me the brothers and sister that I never had but always wanted to have. In them, I have found family amidst abandonment and camaraderie amidst solitude. 

Every time I’m with them all the stress and worries seem to go away and it’s like I’m transported into a calm paradise with the three people I love the most. Through them, I have experienced fun and laughter like no other. Through them, I have experienced the care and concern that has been missing from my life for 15 years. Through them, I have grown and I have become a better person full of love, joy, and compassion. 

From the childish teasing to the serious moments, every part of it is worthwhile just as long as I’m with them. 

It’s more than just friends. It’s family. It’s US. 

Just got home from a friend’s birthday party and ended it with a taste of pleasure. :”> 
Thank You, Daddy God, for awesome friends. :D

Just got home from a friend’s birthday party and ended it with a taste of pleasure. :”> 

Thank You, Daddy God, for awesome friends. :D

Some things are better left unspoken mostly because they’re meant to bloom in your heart and not in your mouth; partially because there are no words to describe such a wonderful feeling. 

When The Avengers started, I was like:

Then, I saw Robin and I was like: 

When The Avengers started, I was like:

Then, I saw Robin and I was like: 

(Source: whatthefunniest, via thefunniestpost)

One of the great things about not having parents around is you can eat junkfoods before you eat lunch. 
XD

One of the great things about not having parents around is you can eat junkfoods before you eat lunch. 

XD

Let’s talk. Please.

I need to talk to you. 

I miss you. Well, not really. Sort of. Or. Uh. I just don’t know. 

I hardly understand myself anymore.

But I’m fragile and I need someone I can confide in. The rest are gone and away. I need a friend not a lover. I need a confidante and a brother. You’re the only one I can trust and you’re the only one I know who can understand me far better than anyone else. 

But I’m hesitant. 

I’m scared and awkward and clueless. I really don’t know what to say. I really don’t know if I should talk to you in the first place. I don’t even know if it’s a need or desire but…

I have to talk to you. 

Is it okay if I do? Or would I scare you off like I always do with the others? 

I know I’m not usually like this with you. I know it’s awkward for you. I also know that you’re not used to this. But I tell you…

I must talk to you. 

Why? Because I need you and because I need to hear what you have to say and mostly because, I want you to tell me what to do because I’m really confused and scared right now. 

Just. So. Scared.

So yeah. 

Will you talk to me, too? 

I admit.

I’m nervous.

I’m scared. I’m weak to my knees. It’s my genre. It’s my key. It’s the song that I sing. But I just can’t help it. 

I’m frozen and weak and fragile and nervous. 

So I look up, and stare at His eyes. Then, I see the light. 

Indeed, everything may seem pitch black and hopeless but He is the light to every man

I trust in Him for I know that it is not I who will work but it is He who will work in me. :) 

Mouth to Matter

The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only, who came from the father full of grace and truth.

- John 1:14

Astounded. 

There’s no other word that could describe me better right now. 

God is so amazing that at times, He just leaves me dumbfounded - still yet giddy all at the same time. 

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning

- John 1:1-2

When reading this verse, you’d think it’d be some kind of metaphor or figurative heavenly language or something. The truth is the Word of God is truth. 

It is true both figuratively and literally. 

At first, reading the second verse above, it didn’t really make that much of an impact to me. For all I care, it’s all but flowery words. But the truth is the Word was God. 

And the Word became flesh…

Like when God spoke, the Word came to life and Jesus is that Word. Jesus is the Word of God in human form. 

You know what’s even greater?

…and made His dwelling among us…

God is living in us. He is working in us. He is shining His glory upon us and by His grace and the truth that is found in Him, we receive one blessing after another. 

When you realize that a great, mighty, and awesome God is working in you, how could you not bow down and worship? How could you not be grateful for His love and His grace? 

God is working in our lives so let’s worship with our lives.

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